happies

urgh. frig. my computer really ticks me off sometimes more often then enough. it is like being dumb and not allowing me to be signed into msn so i can like be online n talk to my peeps.. aww well.. im kinda getting sick of msn lately hah... yepp... would rather and perfer to go out and see friends... soo much better communication for sure.. and plus i spent a fair too large amount of msn during my like four years of high school. hah soo totaloly p[athetic and sad i know.. hmm.. oh well i have had many awesome conversations with ppl even if they are in "conversation boxes" hah.. soo funny.. i think sooo anyways!!  hmm.. but now id rather just be out although sumtimes id really not wanna be around anybody ... hmmm/..  im much too confusing for words sumtimes..l so yeah it is sunday so another week has found us! wow! in a few days it will be may.. my oh my.. time is really zooming.. i cant believe im like graduating in like less than 2 months.. like wow... sooo much to do! hurry! cant waste time! gotta get that social life and things i wanna get done before i leave this poophole probbly near the end of july so i can enjoy mahh summer here first.. hah woot... as i reflect back upon my recent weekend i think that it was a well enjoyed and PRODUCTIVE WEEKEND.. :)  HAD SUM GOOD chatting time with poppy.. goood good chating bout family...  me being born n rigth old anicient shit.. hah but i enjoyed it for sure.. boyfriend texts me 1130 at nigth.. "hey im getting drunk at ryans"  .. ummm "am i supposted to give a shit" hah!  fackkl.. do not get me started.. well frig man.. i gotz a car.. i lovez it.. i have it on my phone wallpaper already.. its soo prettyfull/... its like a cheery red color.. its a grand am.. ohh its mine , all mine ,... <3...  umm i woke up this morning n took my shitbox for a few spins... and like yeah.. that went well.. im getting better with driving.. just like need 2 get umm backing up down pat as well as pararell parking.. much , much practice! frig im addicted to the umbrella song again as i was last year too aroiund this time when it first came out.. hah..  i could listen to it repeatedly n hell i have before too,, many , many times! hah.. hmmm.. just a f***in awesum song to me i guess... yupp.. i so dont wantto go to school tomorrow but at the same time i do too.. maybe ill likestay home n catch up on sum work 4 school n stuff on like wednesday.. yee , wednesday will be my home day.. sounds good! so yeah i like worked all damned weekend but itwasnt soo bad.. excet 4 like friday cuz novbody wanted 2 hang out n i felt left out of everything n stuff but thats over now and passed,,, its like just that when im working i feel so secuded n like bluh , i dont wanna be here.,. so yeah im staying tomorrow nigth at rebeccas tmo,. hopefully that is somewhat similiating n exciting.. hmm.. wait n see.,.. it is 10:00 pm.. ill probably be laying myself to sleep in maybe ,possibly an hour.. hah yeah so i should probably email that essaay 2 mr.b even though i never even wrote it and he migth find out n like fail me.. uh oh.. hope's not! i loveee rihanna.. i soo should see her in concert someday.. i would absolutely go nuts.. n be oh soo happy in the audience..it would be such a irresssible , sexyy show i kno that she would put on.. muhmmmm... so yeah... i cant wait to move to in like 2 months or so yet im kinda nervous n scared cuz my life is gunna change.. im ggunna be livin in freddy.. goin 2 college everyday.. be away.. if only an hour or 45 mins now from my parents.. ohh i hope i do all rigth and make it:(.. wahhh... i feel myself close to my parents almost like an attachment in sum ways cuz i have different relations with each of em n i have so much to write 2 em n to tell em n to spent time with em.. wow.... there is like soo much that goes through my mind everyday such as fustrations , feelings , emotions , thoughts of myself and others. yupp.. my mind never stops thinkiing.. kinda gets on my nerves sumtimes but it is who i am i guess..urghh yeaaa im tired... hah.. me so random but i cant help it im always like that... i gotta do sum writing class assigments to pass in soo.. u kno well i can have an actual mark in dat f***ing class.. the teacher cant even control his class.. all of em go wild.. never shut up n just constant immatuirty.. but i am like 2 years older them so probbly why i get annoyed at it all.. there is rigth bitchy , nasty girl in my clas n omg id love to slug her.. bluhh.. but im a nice person and i dont hurt ppl like dat.. i just picture it in my mind then like kinda simile a lil in personal secretacy!! hehe.. hider<3333- how long.. woot woot.. weet song.. so yupp i gotz a crapload of change money to do me for like 3 days til payday 2 provide me with umm lunch n stuff... all collected from mah daddies table hah..  he gave me 20 dollars but it gone now from a ontario map had to get for a project... ummm taxi fare of 4.450.. 3 dollars on dinner today n 3 dollars on this suff that makes yur hair glazey n like rite shiny npretty n omg.. i love it:).. but yeah anyways.. in good mood.. guna stay in one hopefully as long as i can!!!!! ohh pretty pearls... pretty lil beads.. watch me take em off my neck n strangle you with it.. oh u never looked better in pretty pearls. hah dont ask!  random crazy rant rite there! hmm... yeeeah.. hinder- better then me.. yet another great one.. i hope tomorrow is a good , sunny and day filled with happiness , eee mayb im askin 4 too much.. ehh.. im gone to bed , nite :)