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so here i sit.. hmm.. listening to indeed very liked and favoured song titled no air by jordin sparks n like chris brown.. such a beautiful song and well ryhmed.. i lvoes it.. so yeha.  hmm.. i ahve not been here at my house since like last wednesday.. it doent even feel like my home anymore seeing how its kinda not in a way cuz well i have been laying my body to sleep last like 5 nigths at apartment at 114 broadway.. oh shit i just exposed my address on the internet .. myyy bad.. oh well.. f*** privacy.. they dont know what door to enter into...  speaking of apartment..remind me to like defintly clean up the kitchen tmo when i go there again.. ummm it like recks.. deeee-guistin.yuckee..  i wish i was there rigth now but i needed 2 be here tonite 2 just like pick up sum more clothing and like clean meee clothes i brough here.. i will be out again at like 10 am tomorrow morning.. drivign with janice.. it is my 5th hour.. mann i need to get a life.. well i kinda did this past weekend as i hung out with sum good friends.. and so yeah.. hung out with the bf last nite at his house and u can probably only guess wat that lead to.. yuppp.. sexual fun/.. foreplay.. man i was soo errr tunred on last nite.. dunno why.. maybe cuz it was because it was such a long time that we well like fooled around.. i think i did miss it..  muahh.. i am much to honest.,. i cant help it.. damnit i got teenage hormones.. so eyah.. only like 14 days left of school!!!!!!!!  that is 14 days left of me being in a public school.. like wow.. like whoo.. hmm.. goin tannin tomorrow too rigth after driving then off to apartment.. woot woot cant wait.. :D...  i lovee me's day plan .. i love being in town.. it just brings out sumthing good in me.. well err i mean more happier... although i never get sleep all that much but i kinda like dat in a way.. get to see people.. go out driving n such.. n ahve a good time. n u betcha im defintly gunna ceeelebrate next month..  graduation tiem .. fcuk yea.. i have been considering gettin a another job through the day when im doen school but i dunno yet.. hmmm/..... if i can find sumthing.. soo yeah.. im defintly gunna like focus on gettin skinnier too as well as maintaining a sexy bronzed color.. muahah... hehhe.. for suree.... i am geting big on my tops.. not good... i feel like i gotta eat all the friggin time. like much much much.. i want for my sister to come home next month n be like yeah... u have gotten smaller.. not like it will a big goal or sumthing.. but it migth motivate me.. plus mcdonalds food is sure as hell not good for me at all..hell to thee noo.. hmm.. i need money i ahte being broke for a week :(.. it sucks poop// i will make writing my food ahh jk...  well i have a senior class bauquent to attend to like tuesday nigth but umm i gotta work n i think im gunna say f*** work cuz well u only have ONE GRADUATION banquent to attend to in yur whole life so i aint passing that up for a frigggin fustrading nigth at mcdee's/// screw dat rite over.. soo yeah... still listening to no air.. i sure am pathetic and a bit of a repeater.. meh i am what i am..  :).. simile... dont fake it*... yeap... so i decorated jessica and i's apartment real good.. thanks to a old happy bunny calendar i found in my room.. made good posters with the snotty and prissy lil sayings hah.. nothing i cant stand more than a bare , boring looking room,.. sorry ... not my thing... it has to become alive n well lived in n sweet looking walls.. it also looks pretty uber girly as well./ ok now im listenin to sensual seduction.. alot better.. it is indeed a very sexyiful snoop doggy dog tune.. loveer it <33.. muah!  kissy kiss.. yea wish i was doin just dat rite now wif my man.. oh goodness did i just write dat..  meh... i dunt feel like goin 2 bed till really late.. i gotz stuff to do.. i can think of a million n one things on a invisible .. to do list..i wish my phone wasnt dead. charger is like in apartment... there is bits n parts of me in dat building n here too defintly...  yupp...  i cant wait to move to freddy still.. jaja... wotz.. im psyhed...!!  i think i will defintly enter a new phase of life as graduation approaches.. it will be a like life changing almost experince in a way.. anywys goin 2 watch the hills.. la8er